‘Thought I’d let you know...

We have come to limits
that separate us from them
where the oceans play hide and seek
with the strings of your guitar
and my fingers move
touching outlines of your lips
playing the music of my love for you
but where is the love I have sought?
and where is the truth
that separates us from them
In my abode, down the gory rivers
that flow through my veins unto my heart
you flow, like music to my soul
and I drench my body in rain
that brings me so close to your essence
and sings our song
in memories of black and white moments
locked in my eyes
where the shadows loom over our pending fate
where the new beginnings await us
in disguise of white lies
so hold my hand and let my fear wash away
I am yet to be reborn
so hold my hand and let my nightmares disappear
for I have felt it
for you have let me, that non-other could
its the art of this silenced emotion
that only we have shared
and the rest are lost
so let the new beginning be newer
let this feeling stay forever,
for I am but only a sinner
who holds her prayers and nothing else
I will live, I will die and I will survive
Let us wait for the shores to come to us
where our footprints will leave mark
of what is yet to come
‘Thought I’d let you know
that one day I hope to walk
hand in hand with you
upon those very shores thinking
“I’m glad I took this chance
for I have now that no other soul does
and that is you”

31-12-05

The arrows, the hearts

Your hollow words suck
The arrows, the hearts
and the vending machines
went all fucking bust
Ha, the mockery of our love
and the ancient scribbles of your zest
that termites ate
and finished off right in front of my eyes
Ha, the holding hands
and the scissors that cut my fingers
I carry your child within me
but the fetus won’t grow
and my belly keeps cursing
“You fucking virgin!”
The anger doesn’t cease,
the love doesn’t flow
the passion doesn’t die
it’s only my heart that stops
and casts spells on my mind
“you stupid bitch!”
Don’t judge me wrong,
for I stay within my senses
It’s the rest of the world
that fucks around
so come along my dear
and sing with me
“the arrows, the hearts
and the heavenly angels....
mmm... rescue my heart
but nevermind the beats”
I am a follower
but have no faith
I am a mother
but have no child
I am a lover
but have no heart
so come along my love
and sing with me
“the arrows, the hearts
and my pathetic sighs
la la la... see my strong eyes
with the arrows, the hearts...”
25-12-05

A cliché of our misery

Clouds burst open to accommodate your fear
Heavens spread their wings to carry your sorrow
I have left sign upon sign
yet you fail to see through my wisdom
Travelers scavenged upon my lust
and all you got was their dirty lies
despair not my love for I speak for my heart
I speak for my mind
and I speak for you
do not let their words beguile you
It is I who speaks truth and nothing but the truth
How shall I forget the essence of your memories
for the rain reminded her of him
and each drop carried a tear of her fall
Who shall I post my love letters to now
for your voice has ceased to exist
or is it the ruckus that my silence make?
Her eyes have shut their doors
Only the deception seeps in
So let us celebrate, you and I
two lovers in disguise
waltzing around our perfect ring
yet they are the ones hiding behind their masks
letting us weep for what is yet to take place
we write yet again a cliché of our misery
only to be thrown out of our own guild
and reminisce with sorrow
over what never really happened
But remember so, even in the darkest of your paths
that I shall remain your guiding light
and behold you towards the better unknown
So let us uncover the veil and let them see the strong you
speak to me as I speak to you
and we shall conquer our clichés
only to write the new beginnings
23/12/05